Mother Ash
I am Mother Ash –
Burned down to cinders long ago.
Scorched fingers to the bone and apologized to the dressings.
Protestant work ethic and
Weighted choices.
Hospital corners on the sheets
Of the bed which I made and now I lie.
Lay like scorched earth.
My core once was molten but now
Stock still
Like igneous rock.
Place your fingers in my
Stone ventricles.
Pull out nothing but dust and forgotten dreams.
I lay down my palms to you
Arteries outstretched like blue
Veined marble.
Cold like a forsaken bedroll,
Like an abandoned campsite,
Cold like frost on coniferous trees.
I am Mother Ash
Ignorant
Soot wife.
Spent kindling,
And no way to begin again.